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Awww, we had so much fun that night!
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"It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right, I hope you had the time of your life.  ....Take too some memories ....  For what it's worth, it was the worth all the while....  It's something unpredictable, but in the end is right, I hope you had the time of your life".

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This is my room at Drury...before we did the bullitin board!

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Ryan & Jessi :)

I know I'm a strong person, but right now I am facing an internal conflict between my desire to be strong and my desire to just become a zombie.  Part of me doesn't want to live.  I'm having troubles eating and sleeping, but at the same time part of me makes sure that I look nice before I leave the house and that I"m attentive as I talk to my sisters.  Even as I have this very real desire to just sleep all day, I'm making plans for next year and getting everything I need to get done.  I don't know how I'm supposed to act or feel, but I know how I do.  I feel stronger than ever.  I feel like I need to move on.  No, I wish things could go back to how they were, but at the same time I know that I just need to keep going and refocus. 

So Tina really is going to Japan next year.  I can't believe it.  Does she have any idea how worried we are about her or how much we'll miss her?  I mean seriously, I'm going to miss out on a year of my little sister's life!  Furthermore, I'm worried she won't like it there.  I had such a hard time in China how do I know she'll be able to handle a year in Japan? 

Newest Lessons Learned at Drury:
 
*Transferring sucks.  People treat you like your a traitor or take it personally somehow when in reality you are just doing what's best for yourself.
 
*CX food does get old.
 
*Food poisoning is no fun!
 
*Some teachers grade hard just to torture students.
 
*College is all about rereading famous documents some of us were exposed to in high school.

*Long distance relationships can be hard, but if you find the right person it's worth it :)

*It IS possible to get sick of the CX!

*Facebook is a good thing :)

*Very few guys around here want to get ot know girls if they realize that a) they are in a committed relationship and b) they are definatly only looking for friendship...very weird coming from RB where 90% of my friends were guys!

*In this neck of the woods, 99% of the campus is christian and this means there are more worship opportunities than I've ever heard of before...certain ppl are trying to set some sort of record for the most attended in a single week!  Geez, lol.

*My brother and his wife are even more awesome than I ever thought-they've let me come over just to get away for awhile, done my laundry, come to visit me, and e-mailed with me regularly!

*It is very possible to wake up at 7:30 and make it a few minutes early to an 8:00 class!

*Orientation was like a big summer camp and not nearly as cheesy as it sounds.

*A lot of stereotypes don't hold up.


 
It's dark it might get darker
But darkness comes before the break of day
 
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This is your time. this is your dance.
Live every moment. leave nothing to chance.
Swim in the sea. drink of the deep.
Embrace the mystery of all you can be.

Senior Prom 2005 :)
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